For those of you who don't know, I'm Gyro and I have been active on this site since 2010, though I first registered earlier in 2008 (before the crash happened). Playing video games is one of my main hobbies, and I have over the past 4-ish years collected a decent amount of trophies. I'm not going into too much of boring statistics and uninteresting details, but I have more than the average, but less than the pros. When I'm not playing video games I listen and explore music as well as some shitty beginner production as well. I'm a staff member. I worked as a part of the TGT and have written third most guides of any member on this site. One of my only feats that I am actually proud of. I just like helping people. I am not proud of every guide I've made but some of them turned out to be pretty damn good. I also really enjoy listening to music. I've always been a victim to a severe case of social anxiety. This has led to a lot of depression, self-loathing, and a lot of social retardation on my part. I'm often uncomfortable reaching out to people, and asking for favors or saying that I need help with something is horrible to me and makes me feel like I'm a burden, and that I am an idiot who can't figure shit out for myself. I usually try to not let this get the best of me, but I have been pretty down these past years. This also means that I have a hard time reaching out to my friends which makes me very lonely at times. This is basically the same sob story of any internet beta guy, and I promise I do not own fedoras. I'm very self-conscious (borderline extreme even) about my weakness but I see no way out of this saddening spiral, but I'm trying my hardest to figure this out.